How the people that you care about the most are the ones that have the most power over you and have the ability to hurt you the most? Why do we give these people power over us? Because we trust them and their ability to wield those powers and hope that they don’t use them against us and to their advantage.
I gave someone that power over me. And unknowingly and not purposefully, they are being selfish and that power I gave them keeps coming back to haunt me. I care so much for this person, but I’m trying to get that power back. The only legit way to do this is with time, and time is not being given to me.
I fear not getting this power back and therefore losing it completely. I’m teetering on the brink of insanity as it is.