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I'm heartbroken…

For two reasons… I started the day off by breaking off a friendship that’s very dear to me… I’m very sad about it, and wish I didn’t have to do it, but trust is a huge issue and I had given it unconditionally.. When that trust was broken, I found myself second guessing everything that was said… I care for this person a ton but spent last night in tears because I feel like I was lied to again…

I was okay all day because I was busy.. Did a photoshoot, went to the fights… Wow, there were some awesome fights… I’m bummed that rob lost, but damn, he and donald threw down.. Then chael won his fight and I’m happy for him, he’s a good friend. I’m sad that it wasn’t a title fight and sad for the way it all went down..

Then urijah, someone I consider to be one of my best friends, someone who has been there for me in difficult times, lost his fight to mike brown.. Mike brown’s awesome and I think he’s a great guy, I’m just bummed at the fact that urijah lost.

I sit here at automatic slims in the hard rock in florida, trying to collect myself as I sit next to a bruised and battered razor rob, my girl lexxi, tito ortiz and an odd assortment of people.. I’m close to tears at any moment, I miss my friend already and am bummed at my other friend’s loss… Its a tough place to be and I just have to buckle down, bear it and work my ass off tonight…

I’m lucky that I’m rarely sad.. Its just not an emotion I’m used to dealing with… Ill be ok.. I’m strong and need to be strong for my friends…

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